Yesterday I had to speak in church and can I just say...."whew, I'm glad that's over!" It is always a stresser for me to have a speaking assignment. However, I have to say how honored I felt to be speaking on such an important subject. "The Priesthood."
I spoke a little about Heleman's 2000 Stripling Warriors and I have found myself reflecting more than ever before about that story. When I think about the faith of the mother's of those young boys it just astounds me. I wonder how they must have felt when their sons came to them and said,"hey Mom, I'm going to go fight for Dad in Helaman's army!" I mean really what ages were these boys? I am thinking the average age must have been like 15, 16? I am sure their hearts dropped, yet what did they say to their sons? Well, I guess we all know how the story goes. And we all know how those young boys rehearsed to Helaman, "We dont doubt, our mother's knew it". Wow! What faith! I want to be that kind of mother and I want my boys to have that kind of faith. Today our youth are fighting a different kind of war a different kind of battle, but it requires just as much faith to win today. The war against sin and the battle for righteousness.
Then I think about my own mother. She raised 8 children of which I am the 7th. She and my dad divorced when I was 14. Unfortunately my dad fell away from the church yet my mother stayed firm. Was it easy for her? Absolutely not! Yet I know that she hung on to her testimony with everything she had and stayed faithful no matter how hard it was for her at times. I believe it was because of her faith that my oldest brother who had been less active came back into the church and went on a mission at 21 and then my next brother followed. Today, my mother has seen 3 of her children serve missions and 6 sealed in the temple. I love my mother and I am so thankful for her great example in my life.
I think about Helaman. It must have been an extremely humbling experience for him to lead these young boys. I wonder if he went to their mother's and asked, "are you sure about this?" I bet he led them with great courage and boldness and then I bet he prayed his heart out for them the entire time.
I think about Bryce and how he is getting ready to fight this battle that young teenage boys fight as he is about to enter middle school. And I am so thankful that he has his father and his brothers to look up to. But I have my work to do help him see his potential to be a valiant warrior in this fight.
And then I think about how these young boys were actually converted Lamanites fighting Lamanites. And I think they probably looked very much like my Stephen. And you know what? I can see Stephen having the kind of courage that these boys did.( scarey) He is just that kind of passionate determined young man.
I think about Michael and how anxious he was to serve his mission. He was so excited and so ready that he practically jumped out of the car when we dropped him off at the MTC. I think about Mission Presidents and how humbling it must be for them. They are like Heleman. They arm those young men with courage and strength and then pray for them like crazy. Their job so often is to turn these young boys into men.
Thinking about all of these things make me realize how thankful I am for the scriptures and the gospel in my life. That I have somewhere to go to find the answers to my questions and the tools that I need to be a mother and teach my children in such a way that they too can be valiant warriors of our Heavenly Father and find true happiness in this life as they fight for truth and righteousness.
And then I think WOW, I have my own little band of Stripling Warriors!